i juz wan to spend my time according to myself

not being selfish

i hv been under control and command for so long

since when i lost the real me ,i duno

if u r reli my frens

can u pls juz respect my decision like wat i did ?

or start to alienate me due to my choice ?

frens not suppose to b the 1 who are always standing behind frens

giving support, idea, all those ..?

mayb is my fault ,,but at tis time tis moment , i juz wan to follow my mind but nt others ..

sorry if u cant accept it